The entire time I've been pregnant I've been concentrating on not having these babies! I was so afraid I would have them too early! That's all I ever thought about! I counted down the days until I was 24 weeks, then 28, then 30, 32. I knew the survival rates for each week! Now that they are really almost here I can't believe it! I honestly haven't even thought about what it's going to be like when they are here. I think that is the reason I don't have my nursery ready, haven't packed my bag for the hospital, still haven't read Baby Wise, etc. I think I'm in some sort of weird denial! I'm sure when I see them it will all be real but until then I just keep thinking I have plenty of time to get everything done! When Dr. W said I would probably be pregnant for about ten more days I told B we needed to live it up until we have them. B the comedian said, "what did you have in mind? Cocaine and hookers Charlie Sheen?" I was actually thinking Trios and a movie! Haha
I just have to keep thinking the longer they are in my tummy the shorter amount of time they will be in the nicu. Everyone I've talked to that has had a child in the nicu says it's pretty much terrible. I was telling a friend today that I thought about how I felt when I left Coco and Layla at the vet to have surgery. I cried like a baby and they were only there for 2 hours... Pretty pathetic I know! I can't even imagine leaving my babies at the hospital. Hopefully I won't have to for long!
Look at these cuties that are waiting on Ava, Brooks, and Knox to arrive! I can't wait! Ava is one lucky girl!
Hopefully our babies will be here in less than three weeks to play! Or if Brandon's prediction is correct they will be here tomorrow! haha